Honest to God

From the spotlight, to the pulpit, to the wilderness

Release Date: September 15, 2024

ISBN (print): 978-1-961741-12-6

Dive into the heart of a riveting spiritual journey with John Hamilton and Honest to God, an exploration of faith, excess, success, and the search for transcendence. This book takes the reader on a raucous ride from the splintered stages of overflowing, firetrap rock clubs where liquor flowed freely and cocaine was ever-present, to the boardrooms of multi-national corporations where millions of dollars rested on creative ideas, to the ivy-covered campus of the oldest seminary in the country, and finally to a suburban parish.

Honest to God brings the reader into the daily life of a pastor who wrestled in secret ― pastoral duties intertwined with the lure of success while having to serve up a watered-down theology. As the author began to reflect on his own journey, cognitive dissonance emerged from the God fan club he unwittingly created. In the midst of spiritual turmoil, Honest to God confronts the parallels between despair and atheism, questioning the nature of God in the face of personal and existential struggles. Readers are left to ponder: Can we even know God?

A poignant narrative that speaks to the contemporary exodus from traditional faith, this book transcends conventional genres, offering a profound reflection on the complexities of belief, success, and the eternal quest for transcendence.

Praise for Honest to God

“John Hamilton writes that ‘music itself is an act of hope.’ So too is this memoir. In writing the story of his remarkable trek from hard-living Boston musician to humble pastor leading a small New England parish, John nimbly explores big questions while leaning into the mystery of faith and the meaning of success.” — Alysia Abbott, author of Fairyland: A Memoir of My Father

 

“Every musician is seeking transcendence. John Hamilton gives us a snapshot of his journey not only as he aspires to the glitter, gold, and platinum at the top of the charts but to a ‘still small voice’ deep within. In a surprising turn, John ordains as a minister, finding his heart and soul in community and in a committed family life. Deeply personal, this is a riveting, inspiring, and unique story; I couldn’t put it down.”

— Tim Collins, former manager of Aerosmith

 

A wistful elegy to sacred calling through a wildly varied human life. With prose both raw and luxurious, John Hamilton limns how God can panic us, pluck us out of places of both comfort and acclaim, and send us tumbling ever forward into the mystery–including into a life beyond conventional Christian faith, but a life still faithful.”

— Molly Baskette, author of How to Begin When Your World Is Ending: A Spiritual Field Guide to Joy Despite Everything

 

They say that every person has a story and every life is a journey. But few people have the talent to tell their story with the humor, grace, and insight that John Hamilton brings to his. And what a journey! Twists and turns, rising and falling action, high drama and low comedy, all sweeping us toward a deep and satisfying conclusion. It’s an autobiography that reads like a terrific page-turning novel. Don’t miss it.”

 William Martin, New York Times Bestselling Author of Cape Cod and December ’41

 

“A stirring, deeply important, reckoning with faith, loss, and one man’s search for meaning. This book spoke to my soul and will stay with me.”

— Alex Marzano-Lesnevitch, author of The Fact of a Body: A Murder and a Memoir 

 

“Years ago, when I first read Thomas Merton’s Seven Story Mountain, I realized my deep appreciation for the spiritual memoir genre. It is important because it encourages us to embrace our own unique and valid spiritual journeys, and to live them authentically with courage, intention, and joy. John Hamilton’s Honest To God is another valuable contribution to this category.”

— David Hayward, aka The Naked Pastor

 

“John Hamilton is a warm, kind, funny, thoughtful writer, and everything he writes is worth reading. Don’t miss this one!”

— Catherine Baab-Muguira, author of Poe For Your Problems

 

“A marvelous and thought-provoking read on so many levels. John Hamilton has beautifully woven his memoir in the tradition of the finest Irish storytellers, whether he’s onstage or in the pulpit.”

— Kevin O’Hara, author of Last of the Donkey Pilgrims: A Man’s Journey Through Ireland